♥ kisscakee's Battlefield..

♥ Sunday, August 30, 2009

I'm sorry you had to leave, I'm sorry it had to end.
Come back if you may, but you wouldn't.

Ayumi Hamasaki - if i had money, i would go and plastic my face into urs. =X
I really need to go shopping for groceries, there is absolutely nothing to eat at home.

Z told me that i look boney. Mr.J told me my collar bones are protruding and look delicious to cook! DUH!
LOL~ I rly shouldn't be losing mre weight, but i can only get myself to eat one meal in 30+hrs. Other than tt, it just feels horrible to eat.

*AND OMFG, my waist is 23.5inches now. ~_~ LOL* so why do i still feel fat? =(

Photographer aka MUA treated me to hongkong cafe =D. Yingyong + baked rice, shiok only.

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on the other note, want to blog abt our busy bday girl's celebration.

I actually had to treat her like a birthday queen for two days! I WANT SAME TREATMENT NXT YR HOR. ~_~. I slaved my guts out for u. AND gave you presents TWO times hor,cheepok!

Thanks for cheering me up, I'm okay now.

Dearest bibi pee-ed on her attire, huuuurrray!

So she wore cheepok's shirt AGAIN! lol~

Poor Zack had to feed bibi tan plates of noodles. LOL.

Evening time, her sch frenx escorted her to be prepared to be thrown into pool. I swear it's scary. LOL.

MY WORK! cakeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-ed cheepok! =X

hope you enjoyed ur bday-S to the max. Look forward to spending every yr with u =).

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Zack passed me the photos he took of bibi like finally HEHE. I am so bringing her out tmr.

Anyways, I know you all miss her, so hereeeeeeeeeeee. many pictures, in case i get busy again.

tmr- meet cheepok . tues - tangs event . thurs - SIN casting. fri,sat - ambassador job

HURS~im like working full time alrdy. =3 & REMINDER : i rly need to start doing my advertorials!

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given up.. on everything..
Just leave me alone. give me a break.

I just wanted things to go as normal, I tried to smile & ignore, I did. I tried to laugh my pain off like a silly girl. I went drinking ALONE, to hope to numb the pain, so I can smile when you hurled those painful words and pain onto me. I worked my ass off, but I didn't get comfort or concern. Accusations, finger-pointing, the swearing,the throw of your strength on me. I didn't want to talk, I didn't want to speak up, but it hurts me emotionally and physically.

I choose to let it go, and you choose to let us go. Now you can have the life you had.

but, in the end, the pain that you left still lingers. I feel so thrashed.

I guess I'm not meant to have a smooth-sailing life.

I never had the luck .

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